posted by: audra
wow. so, i should be totally irritable & tired today…but for whatever reason, i’m not! i woke up in an impeccably good state of well-being & it’s stuck with me all day. i have cramps, i only got 5 1/2 hours of sleep, the crack in my windshield spread even further this morning & i’ve had ’emerge’ in my head all day, & i don’t know where it came from.
you know what though? i’m dealing with the cramps. i’m not tired. i’m blowing off getting the windshield fixed today because i don’t want the insurance people to fuck up my afternoon. and fischerspooner kinda sounds good(?!). it’s been like a gay discotheque everywhere i go today! like babylon in queer as folk. what could possibly be causing all this euphoria?! it’s sunny & nice out, but i normally wouldn’t go for that. i took a little walk at lunch, read a magazine & smoked a ciggie in the sun, all the while wearing a sweater & didn’t sweat or get cranky! this points to one of three things:
- something really bad is about to happen to me
- this is karmic payback for all the good things i do
- i dreamt a wet dream last night & my memory refuses to remember it
i’m hoping it’s the latter of the three. the second thing would be nice too. i deserve it. i’m good to you people.
another thing made me happy today: i read a little blurb in my new issue of harper’s bazaar about pulling out your older shoes from the closet. there, gleaming next to this article, was a pair of wooden heels from chloé‘s spring 2006 line. normally not a big deal, but these look astonishingly similar to the heels my mum gave me awhile ago…ones she wore in the seventies! i totally have an excuse to wear them now.
wanna watch the fischerspooner vid with me?! just for fun? of course you do! now you will know what it’s been like in my head today! it’s kinda rad, or at least parts of it are rad…just like me, i suppose.
*ps, this post has absolutely nothing to do with jessica stam. i just felt like looking at her.