posted by: audra
i was just sitting around this evening, wishing i still owned a debbie gibson record…whilst listening to vintage kimmy gordon & thurston moore of course. then i thought it wise to peruse the bible since i wasn’t about to purchase ‘lost in your eyes’ from itunes.
so much deliciousness, you guys. i discovered jewelery designers, giles & brother. you have to visit the website. you just do. a brother & sister designing duo…& you know how i love incest a brother & sister working together with leather & metal(!). fat leather cuffs, gold safety pin necklaces, screw cufflinks…yum. of course their naughty internet police wouldn’t let me upload any nuggets to see…of course. so you just have to go yourself — and ignore the rhinestone bangles. and the seahorse charm. and…
speaking of rad, sam & i watched the 1975 documentary, grey gardens tonight for the very first time. i’ve been absolutely dying to see this film my entire life. believe it. i don’t know what the fuck took so long; i’m obsessed with jackie kennedy…i painted a version of the portrait andy warhol did of her in a college painting class, & listened to ‘jackie’s strength’ by tori amos for weeks; i ended up leaving my canvas there at the end of the term for a couple weeks, & lo & behold, it was gone when i went to fetch it. i was heartbroken. the house of yes is also one of my very, very favorite films ever. again with the incest. is that what i get for being an only child? anyway. the first time i saw that film, i wanted to splatter fake blood on myself, glue macaroni to a pink suit & pull a jackie…
…so you can imagine my anticipation for this film. the documentary follows jackie kennedy’s aunt & first cousin (edith “big edie” ewing bouvier beale & edith bouvier beale “little edie”) as they live in a complete hot mess of a gorgeous twenty-eight room mansion in east hampton. but the mum & daughter haven’t any money, live in filth, sing constantly, don’t leave the house & have racoons residing in the attic…to which they feed wonder bread. the health department nearly condemned the house because of its condition, but jackie stepped in & helped clean it up a spot.
this film made me feel crazy just watching it…it totally pulls you in as an eavesdropper, like the maysles brothers are geniuses of doing. the living conditions of these women are absolutely disgusting, but little edie is still glamorous. she’s always done up in hose, a skirt –pinned at the hip– heels & a headscarf…because she really hasn’t a hair on her head. nor eyebrows. oh god, is this my future?
i had totally forgotten halfway through the film that it was a documentary. grey gardens is very john waters-esque, only without the divine divine & odor-rama. it really crushed me that this beautiful estate was being wrecked by former debutantes…jackie must’ve been horrified by the release of this film. little edie goes on & on about leaving grey gardens…how she hates the country & misses the city, but she never leaves. it’s sad & hilarious at the same time. the most gorgeous part of the film is near the beginning when little edie says, “it’s very difficult to keep the line between the past & the present, you know what i mean?” i nearly passed. out. what with rufus wainwright being my bff & all…where have you been all my life?
looky-loo…feel the crazy: